thursday

Good day at work. My gosh, I can’t wait for Loca to fail miserably in her dreams.  Such a sense of entitlement in someone with so little friggin talent. She can’t even string simple english phrases together correctly, yet has convinced herself she will be a hip hop star. What a sad delusioned beast she is, and I cannot wait for her dreams to fail incredibly and her dreams be completely dashed. Perhaps if you acknowledged reality, you could achieve dreams, but you are under the delusion you are special and don’t need to work hard to achieve things.  So sad, our little 12 year old tantruming twenty something. You go find your nice little sad pathetic job that demands little and live your little no accomplishment life that you’ve earned, and learn that perhaps you should listen to what people tell  you rather than what your internal voice says you are entitled to. Because you’re entitled to NOTHING. NO ONE OWES YOU ANYTHING. Your self believed talent is not talent, it’s merely tenacity. It doesn’t mean anyone wants it.

friday

Apparently the new Harry Potter is very good. I look forward to seeing it. Seeing Super 8 with AS tomorrow, that should be good. I so far like all of Abram’s stuff.  Not sure when I’ll see HP.

They need to sell the instant hummus mix by the case, I can’t get enough of that stuff, it’s addictive. I checked on google, I can’t find a retailer for a case.  And it’s a bit pricy at King Soopers.

thursday

People who have to cuss make me ill. It loses any meaning if you use it colloquially. Especially if you can’t even master the basics of grammar in your speech. Until you can learn to speak, just shut the hell up and don’t talk at all. You’re just irritating those of us who have ears. Loca specifically. No one cares what you say, as you say it horribly. Learn to speak correctly, then we might want to hear what you have to say. Til then, SHUT IT. NO ONE IS INTERESTED.

Thursday

Cardinal sin from a co-worker yesterday: MW fed Loca’s ego. Do NOT feed her ego, it only encourages her to spout more lies. Some of the lies: she was so smart in school that it bored her. LIE. You can’t even speak proper english, your grammar is atrocious. That is NOT a sign of intelligence, that is a sign of LAZINESS.  Lie number two: All the guys pursued you. Unless all these guys were blind or mentally disabled, NO one was pursuing you. Loca doesn’t want to hear it, but Loca is friggin butt ugly, and doesn’t have an attractive personality to fall back on. No one pursued you, so stop that lie.  I doubt seriously you even had more than a few friends, and the few friends you did have were as notoriously shallow as you are.  And MW, do not encourage the beast by paying attention to her. Ignore her, it’s the only right way to humble her arrogant ass.

wednesday

Feeling down the last couple of days, just like I’m going thru the motions of life rather than living them. In a funk, as they say. Plus had a dream about BA last night that really punched me in the heart, and not really sure why. She was a good friend but nothing more than that. Maybe I just miss being in love. That’s probably it, since that seems to be a big part of a happy life. Look at Lost in Translation, that’s the entire message of the movie.  It’d be great to talk to BA again, but she’s married now and it’s been a long time so I’ll leave that be.

Thursday

Lack of professionalism. I heard one of the gals at work yesterday say that if a customer is mean or rude to her, she will not provide them good service. That is a sorry unprofessional attitude.  It lacks forethought. You need to provide BETTER service to this person. You treat them better, they are more likely to be less angry or not at all when they have to call in next time. What this gal is doing is the most common mistake reps make – taking the call personally. KEEP YOUR PROFESSIONAL DISTANCE. The person doesn’t know you, you don’t know them beyond their name.  Their being rude to you is NOT ‘one upping’ you, it’s not a goddam dis contest, it’s not a loss for you if you don’t retaliate. Stop being a child in the conversation. You are paid to provide good service. Provide good service, try to turn the situation around and don’t knee-jerk react to someone being rude to you. If it helps, think about the next rep who has to deal with the customer – if you don’t make the situation better, it will be just as shitty for them.  Be a team player, stop being an emotionally reactive baby who’s mad because someone’s being mean to you. Get over it, be professional, and help the customer more. If you wanna trash them once they are off the phone, great. But while you’re dealing with them, go above and beyond to help them – it disarms the angry, and makes the job easier for the entire team.

Friday

Up at 3. Drag. Cold out, but the rain stopped at least. We’re moving at work, should be interesting. Apparently we’re moving downstairs. Further to walk, closer to the cafeteria. Always hectic on moving days if you’re tied to a phone. Potluck for Ashley. I’m taking in large soft pretzels, they usually go over well. Who doesn’t like a large soft pretzel?

Getting scrip for BP med, a cheaper alternative to the Losartan. Need to find monitor risers for work as well.